Let the world look at your smile and may you bring smile to everyone else. :)

Friday, January 6, 2012

Unbelievable to Unexpeted.


Hi Everyone,
I just realize I did not update my post for 5 months. Well, I'm happy to tell all of you that I had completed my Year 12(WAUPP) with joy and proud.
Today, I want to share a little about my history. Since I'm primary school, I was teased by people about my results and my appearance. Well, I do not know how childish are those people. But I know that I was hurt by those childish people. I made my decision to be more hardworking on my academic. But my UPSR, PMR and even my SPM result let me down. It was always under what I estimate it to be. After SPM, I decided to leave my homeland to another country to start another life. This had changed me a lot. I learnt how to be more self respect, more self confidence and more independent. This made a change on my academics and my social life. I was able to have more true friends(which I'd been blind for all this years) and my results was unexpected high(In my opinion).
But there are also down in my 2011 life. I was really frustrated about my future career. My parents do not give me any opportunity to continue my life with what I really like. I ended applying Engineering in University of Western Australia. I was really angry at first but I stopped complaining. Why blame but not to accept the fact? Well, after few months of struggling, I finally accepted the fact that I will be a engineer next time.
When my result is out, I was being accepted as a Engineering student in UWA. With my result, my parents wanted me to apply another course WHICH I never even want to apply. I was blanked out that time. Then, I think just give it a try, the university might not consider me. After a few weeks(which is the end of the faculty holiday) They sent an email to my agent and I got the place for the course. I was really shocked but in the dilemma. In contrast, my parents was really happy. They straight away ask me to change my course. My brain blanked out again. Well, maybe this is life. I have to accept all the facts that is happening.
After a week of the announcement, I start to accept that the new course will be my future job.
I'm proudly to announce that I will be student of pharmacy in Curtin University 12'.
I just want to tell everyone that you have to be more self confidence. There might be something that made you felt bad and lost your self confidence. But, sometime those who made you feel this way is showing the ugly side of themselves. Your life should be fill by happiness and joy. Sometime, you just have to accept the fact of your life without regret but joy. Your life is in your hand, you either can make your life to be joyful or to be miserable.
Good luck for your future and may Jehovah God lead your way through.

Love,
VL :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

心。。。。。。。好痛


我的心。。。。。真的。。。。好痛。。。。我。。。。不敢跟任何人说。。。我在心里,其实真的很伤心。
我害怕别人,尤其是我的朋友不开心。

心。真的好痛。我说不出口。。。打电话给朋友了,也没勇气说。我还真是不争气!

我其实很想念当时我们大家刚认识的时候,没烦脑,没有吵架。。。先在,大家都分三分四的。

我不明白,为什么这样。

我真的好弱。。。为什么都帮不到,在接回我们的天真的一群好朋友。。。

求求你们,别这样好吗?我真的好累了。。。

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Winter Break ♥

My holiday is gonna end!!! T.T No~~~~ I'm gonna miss my bed! xD

Lets talk bout my holiday. x)

Last day of term 2-8th july
Ricky being paparazi trying to capture Ian-our physics teacher. xD
Me and magaret~~~
The Malaysian aka the infamous 5 in my physics class. xD
We have a new member of the Malaysians?? The china guy at the back.Haha! xD
Elvan and me! x)
My Italian english teacher. =)
Brought snacks for the movie in english class. xD

Same day~~ Night time. Steam Boat!!! =)

from the left, Brian, Adeline, me, Amanda and Kenneth
From the left, Amanda, Kenneth, Amirul, Khairul, Zharif, Adeline, Winnie(my sis joined us too!), standing is Brian & me.

Aquarium Western Australia (AQWA) 19 July~

Group photo with the beautiful sea

Melvin and my hand

Hand to short. T.T

A view of under water world. x)

My Birthday 21 July (Wastfield Carousel Shopping center)
my friends, Amanda, Brian, Melvin, Kenneth, Edwin, Peter and Tisha gave me a really surprise bday! Amanda brought me to a photo booth and when I open the curtain, I saw a card and a cake sitting on the chair. Then, suddenly everyone pop out and started singing bday song to me. I was quite shy and I was speechless! I smiled a lot that day.

So, you can see the photo booth at the back of me. x)

They gave me a clutch for my Prom this year. It was nice.... Group photo. From left, Tisha, me,Amanda and Melvin. Standing from the left, Edwin, Peter, Kenneth and Brian

Me with my cake again. x)

Amanda in Melvin's mario jacket bring silly. xD

Some of my friends are not here this holiday. =( They are all went back to hometown, Alison, Adeline, Jeremy and Sarah. :( But oh well, we'll meet soon~~~!!! x)

Love,
Miss Holiday. x)